Only Monsters

i rage when i hear
you were born to die for your children
lies! lies! lies!

you never really cared

protection doesn’t mean you wage war on them
love shouldn’t include insults and vile anger
indifference wasn’t the language i was supposed to learn

that’s not what mothers are supposed to do

what you left behind was a little girl
constantly shielding from the recriminations and the odd revenge
constantly hiding from the anger

i was always worried
in this home called chaos
where growth was made difficult by the injustices

but grow i did when i became a mother myself

yet, still i probe
still i reflect
still
i yearn for a love never freely given

Grumpy

so bad-tempered
i’m not nice to be around right now

so irritable
i might definitely lash out and viciously

so cross and crabby
the whole world irritates me today

my insides want to purge the anger
scream the bitterness away
and level buildings

this emotional state sours my being
clutters my mind with angst
and makes me want to jump out of my skin

GEEZ, i hope this feeling dissipates soon
don’t know if i can take much more

I Have Questions

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now you are angry at god
are you angry at yourself
do you care we’ll lose you
feeling self-condemnation laying on your deathbed
regretting the deals with the devil
feeling sad you’re losing the battle
looking forward to the end yet
are your tears burning your face
ashamed you’re stinking of death now
you wanting smoke break time back
wishing you’d been smarter or stronger
was it worth the ugly cancer
was it worth losing all love
will you miss your dear family
was any of it worth it

surprised at how angry i am
you do know i am afraid

Originally posted 2/4/2019 on I Write Her.

All The Rage

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cloistered
surrounded by many
the raw emotions
remain inside

oh, if only
one could
unfetter
and spew

there’s safety
remaining hidden
but danger
staying shushed

mental health
physical health
all in crisis
because of silence

what will it take
to emerge
to purge
to break free

Originally posted 1/21/2019 on I Write Her.

G.A. Neal

Afterglow

Her beauty was stunning. You didn’t notice her metal crutches as she danced.  They were part of her, hiding behind the wispy flows of her costume. The fact that she could do the intricate moves with only one leg was astonishing. Upon completing her dance, the audience gave a heartfelt standing ovation.

Backstage, her director and best friend fiercely hugged her. “See, I told you you could do this. You were magnificent.”

“It felt good to be back out there.”

“You are welcome to come back anytime. The stage loves you, and I think you love it as well.”

“No, I think I will go in a different direction. I was asked to come teach other handicapped students.”

“Wow, that would be marvelous. Showing others the beauty that can still be made by each of them regardless of their injury.”

“Yeah, that’s where I’m needed.”

Anger Cycle

Anger that breeds regardless
Makes chances of change hopeless
With hope taken out of the equation
Life leans more toward abrasion
With abrasion, there is more tension
Any thought of love…no mention
Life without love is meaningless
Making anger breed regardless

Smiling

Joys of smiling come from things we love
The smell of flowers or the warm sun above
Maybe it’s the squeal of a child with a toy
Or snuggling a puppy that brings us that joy
Regardless of what it is for each individual one
It’s a practice we continue for love or for fun
For a smile with others also makes them smile
Helping us carry life’s joys for a good long while

Our Dream

Mark stared at the embers, still smoldering. “It’s all gone.”

“Not really,” said Samantha, “we will start over.”

Mark looked out across the hill down into the valley. Everything was burned beyond understanding. The wildfire got caught in the storm, sending it ravenously along, eating everything in its path.

“I don’t see how,” he said. “Maybe we should go home.”

“No. We will rebuild. It will be hard, but we can do it. The house was spared. This was our dream.”

Mark stood looking at the charred vineyard, feeling hopeless. “Our dream gone,” he thought.

“Come,” beckoned Samantha as she bent down to the vines closest to her. Taking a small pocket knife, she cut off one of the charred vines. “See, the vine is not dead. We lost this year’s new growth, but the main stalk is still green.”

“Rebuild, really?”

“Yes, this was our dream.”

Memories

Sleepless night…fearful thought
What will be the outcome brought
Day of fun, no need for a gun
Scattering many from this deed done

What purpose comes of thoughts this bad
For deeds so dark and outcomes so sad
Engulfed forever of what was to be fun
Are memories now of deeds that were done

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G.A. Neal is a writer who loves to tell stories from her heart that hopefully encourage others. Her words remind us that whether the world surrounding us is bright and beautiful or dark and scary, we can always have a hand of hope holding us keeping us safe. G.A. was first featured in 2020 and then again in 2022. Click HERE to see her previous features. In 2021, she was a Pushcart Prize Nominee for her piece A Monarch Task. This is her second feature this year.

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End Of Innocence

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“One of the most powerful art pieces from Burning Man: A sculpture of two adults after a disagreement, sitting with their backs to each other. Yet, the inner child in both of them simply wants to connect. Age has many beautiful gifts, but one we could live without is the pride and resentment we hold onto when we have conflicts with others. The forgiving, free spirit of children is our true nature. Remember this when you feel stubborn.” ~ https://me.me/i/one-of-the-most-powerful-art-pieces-from-burning-man-9259489~

seething in silence
hot tears to the inside
wanting resolution in a war of no words
terrified to lose you but only wanting to win
the walls are getting thicker and higher
harder to tear down
we are a problem not wanting to be solved

Originally posted November 1, 2018, on I Write Her.

Cutting Into My Peace

i’m on vacation
you’re killing the long grass
seriously dude??

Spewed

a rage controlled
held in check
eventually purges

streams of hot debris
all in the name of destruction
aimed in every direction

once the ugly ejaculate is released
the violent discharge then slows
and eventually stops

the previous agitation calms
and the cooling off has begun
the nature of the beast retreats again

Accidentally Poetic

on the streets

a molested teen
knocked up by dad real young
then kicked out while gay
will be caught loitering now 
on the seedy side of town

sweet smellin’ weed

it takes me off mark
my weightlessness calms me down
in peace I float high
smoke permeating all pores
drifting away from life’s crust

polluted

cough inducing life
it chokes my throat hot and raw
exhaust and anger
fury hangs in the air thick
rage blows up, innocence pays

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AP’s confession – the words just started pouring out one day. Totally shy in real life but enjoys bold poetry about life. This is Accidentally Poetic’s first feature on The Short of It.

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Stephen W. Buchanan

Atmospheric

The weather changed
and storms roared in
and lightning ranged
o’er thund’rous din
But then you smiled
and for a while
sunshine was mine 

Begin Anew

With twist and turn
and swoop and sway
from stem to stern
I moved today
As I unpack
I know I’ll crack
to see just me

Flower and Flame

Solitude stands
in the shadow
watching the sands
in the moon’s glow
very aware
hope rides the air
and change arranged

Who is to Blame

Fighting demands
that verge on wild
sticky the hands
that hold the child
comforting cries
with little lies
and pleas for peace

Nature’s Presence

Nature has seen
what man has done
the times between
each rising sun
Yet fan or no
a tomorrow
will be set free

Connections Lost

I’ve lost my mind
and lost my way
so please be kind
and stay away
whilst I reset
and I forget
the past I’d cast

Wanting Other

She lies in bed
dreaming of love
wanting it said
she’d had enough
But it’s not true
She’s just had you
The same old game

Crowding the Plate

The door was slammed
My face was red
But I’d be damned
those lies be spread
I made the call
to play hardball
and switched the pitch

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Stephen W. Buchanan shares his poetry at “lf You Haven’t Got A Sonnethttps://muttado.com His work was first featured in 2020 – April 17 & November 27. Stephen’s work was also selected for The Sound of Brilliance.

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