Love me so hard
I forget the pain
I came with.
Free the me
to return love.
It’s there deep within.
I have it to give.
between my molecules.
Please help me
To make the room
inside for all
you can share.
and helps me rise.
When you’re where
I finally leave;
I’ll be here, dear.
Then it’s my turn.
Your slide to the dark,
my cross to bear.
mom, your biggest fan
your future, a mystery
letting the reins go
When I make the effort
to dig deep
into who you are,
know you are loved.
Yes, in love with your being.
I’ll align myself
breathing in your talent
knowledge and pride.
You’ve won my heart.
I come to you willingly
offering my being
watch as I flourish with you
healing myself and you
with our love
I melted into your arms
to flow freely
through your veins
emanating through your pores
to cover your essence with mine
Two, still separate
blending and deciding
was a better formula
We intertwined our lives
to nurture what was to come
a future filled with goodness
being strong as one
I never knew
I could feel in my skin
until I heard you
You’re like a muse
I feel like I belong
in this moment
How did I get so lucky
to have stumbled upon you
to finally feel more
to be me
Love soothes, but only with genuine empathy.
Don’t remove the struggle from my control.
Let me gain the knowledge I need to grow.
Be by my side, watch me heal.
See the places where it takes me.
Love doesn’t fix things. It just eases the conflict.
Don’t be the answer to my problems, my wannabe protector.
Be my companion on my own personal journey.
Enjoy my company, enhance my experience,
and inspire me by the path you take.
Love doesn’t happen in a vacuum. It needs you and me, together.
Free from distrust, anxiety, worry, anger, and shame.
It’s a warm place, filled with comfort and ease.
It’s a space where wholeness resides.
Our happy place created together.
Love feels easy, but people are hard. They’re complicated and stupid.
Don’t sabotage a good thing, intentionally or unintentionally.
Remember I’m who you love; you know why you do.
Fill any distance with kindness and care.
Especially those times when you’re sad.
Love always wants more quality-rich lingering moments of sweetness.
Any effort on your part to provide them is cherished.
Your reward is acquiescence to almost anything.
Comfort and pleasure is our prize.
Don’t hold back. Give me what I crave.
Love is required. And love is needed.
Your actions made me feel like I wasn’t special to you.
I was important to you. Did you show it?
I was a good friend. But not enough for you.
You loved me unconditionally, but I was too much to take.
I was unique and different, but I was too combative.
I was such a role model, but indeed too honest for you.
It’s good that I’m honest. But I just wasn’t sensitive to others.
I was just me.
And you didn’t know how to take me.
Then I doubted myself because of you.
I shouldn’t have.
Our connection ceased to exist because of your selfishness and your ego.
A war of two individuals with no victory for you or me.
You gave up while I was actually still fighting for us.
Then I let you go…. willingly.
Self-preservation was required.
I realized that all you would do is continue to injure me.
I am important.
I have value.
I am special.
And you will never fuck me over again.