Silent deception
Confident chicanery
You smiling bastard
Hard hit to the heart
Foreign reality now
Weight of lies broke me
Forever altered
Gazillion hurt pieces
Difficult to breathe
Difficult to live
Struggling to survive in pain
Dark for a long time
layered in comfort
protection from the shivers
breathing in chilled air
This was all a test.
Where was the love, and sweetness?
Oh my, how you failed.
Bad ideas should burn.
Heaps of ashes everywhere.
Food for better ones.
Relationships. Kids.
People. Jobs. Exercise. Life.
It’s all daily work.
Get used to it.
Glorious bronze sight.
My hungry mind’s fantasy.
Basking in her gaze.
