i cling to this life with determination boldly seeking the right directions to take while some moments require reflection other times swift and decisive actions
i trust in the wisdom graciously shared and my savvy rightfully gained it leads me to side-step making poor decisions those which would leave me flailing and without support
i am confident and fortunate moving forward with staunch efforts to achieve progress and healing so that only love resides within me
frustration, anger, anxiety, and depression are our first defense protecting us from the cruelty and rudeness the external feelings alerting us our essence needs attention a chord has been struck signaling a path for recovery, for resolution
but we can feel a right mess if experienced in the extreme time, medical intervention or patience could be necessary to balance out what’s gone awry in life what has us bump up against too much sometimes out of our control, heaped on indiscriminately
these situations in our life will continue accept you are only human and will feel know that emotions are your defense mechanism acknowledge them and work through them come out the other side
until late into the early morning fixating on the plights and victories of the past rolling sceneries over and over in my head savoring what went right and things swerving wrong
overcome with the feels of discovering truths not evident in those moments the efforts in times of my silly, ignorant youth unfold before me as i ascertain what escaped me before
