Carly wrapped up in my arms, breathing out delicate but lusty sweetness in my direction. Silk sheets aiding in the luxuriousness we were both feeling. We sidle up close and slide up and down one another as we are reaching out to touch all the magical wetness of forbidden areas.
Suddenly, Layla appears or rather morphs out of Carly, but the intensity of desire remains the same in this room which suddenly becomes a house. It’s gloomy while it’s steamy hot; we’re trapped but not.
I won’t choose just one. I want them both and not only in my dreams.
way too long
to trust me when
I was already
all wound up in this love.
Your willingness to provide
me with security, comfort,
and peace appeared incredibly late.
Now, all you’re doing is playing catch-up.
Now, all I’m doing – losing interest.
The flame, once bright, shines so much less now.
The feelings of desire have peaked.
Thinking about our future.
Where do we go from here?
Turning away now.
Letting go now.
Love soothes, but only with genuine empathy. Don’t remove the struggle from my control. Let me gain the knowledge I need to grow. Be by my side, watch me heal. See the places where it takes me.
Love doesn’t fix things. It just eases the conflict. Don’t be the answer to my problems, my wannabe protector. Be my companion on my own personal journey. Enjoy my company, enhance my experience, and inspire me by the path you take.
Love doesn’t happen in a vacuum. It needs you and me, together. Free from distrust, anxiety, worry, anger, and shame. It’s a warm place, filled with comfort and ease. It’s a space where wholeness resides. Our happy place created together.
Love feels easy, but people are hard. They’re complicated and stupid. Don’t sabotage a good thing, intentionally or unintentionally. Remember I’m who you love; you know why you do. Fill any distance with kindness and care. Especially those times when you’re sad.
Love always wants more quality-rich lingering moments of sweetness. Any effort on your part to provide them is cherished. Your reward is acquiescence to almost anything. Comfort and pleasure is our prize. Don’t hold back. Give me what I crave.