the apathy
is astounding
and this
from someone
who says
he loves you
from where
exactly
did you find
this jerk
who can’t
muster some care
and why do YOU still give a shit?
Tag: breaking up
Victorious
tossed aside once more
conviction to succeed rose
once more pain conquered
… i won’t lose
How Dare You?
Keith Garrett excerpt from When You Went Away
yes
OMFG YES
it all went away
this face
adoring you lovingly
a killer smile
appreciating your charm
these lips
so moist, waiting
bright eyes
only for you
it’s all gone now
but you’re bitching about
my…
attitude
demeanor ————– when it’s a direct consequence of your piss poor behavior
compassion
WTF DID YOU EXPECT?!?!?!?
In You
Love
carried
me away
to magical
moments unmatched by other men, to date.
Then, like others before, you fucked it up.
Gone was the love,
the trusting.
Found me
though.
Bits Gone
leaving with less of the me that once was
having gained the best lessons
as they tore me apart
Awkward
You don’t move with me right.
Cold
you threw the first rock
the force of it landed
the pain came in slivers
you broke open
love’s shelter
it’s no longer safe here
our warmth escaped
cold steeliness seeped in
my blood curdled icy
Obvious Deception
i’m not the enemy
wrong
you were never a friend
friends will…
listen
offer a shoulder to cry on
give tissues as needed
nurture
be excited to be with you
tell the truth
protect
support
engage
comfort
laugh with you
act like your #1 fan
shield you from oncoming shit
be ready and waiting
me having to stand up for myself
and up to you
proved once and for all
you were never willing
to give what should have
come so naturally
Betrayal
Your actions made me feel like I wasn’t special to you.
You claimed…
I was important to you. Did you show it?
I was a good friend. But not enough for you.
You loved me unconditionally, but I was too much to take.
I was unique and different, but I was too combative.
I was such a role model, but indeed too honest for you.
It’s good that I’m honest. But I just wasn’t sensitive to others.
I was just me.
And you didn’t know how to take me.
Then I doubted myself because of you.
I shouldn’t have.
Our connection ceased to exist because of your selfishness and your ego.
A war of two individuals with no victory for you or me.
You gave up while I was actually still fighting for us.
Then I let you go…. willingly.
Self-preservation was required.
I realized that all you would do is continue to injure me.
Just know…
I am important.
I have value.
I am special.
And you will never fuck me over again.
Let Me Go
need strength to walk
away from pleasure and pain
the remnants of our past
keep me connected to you
my brain thunders
with the memories
of our souls being as one
the connection everlasting
a fleeting hope of resurrection
pins me to you still
a false statement of contrition
tires my commitment
stop playing games
with my affection
break this hold
if it’s not real
please let me break free
Inspired by Reena’s Exploration Challenge Week 63
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