making bad decisions
just to survive
just enough sabotage
to ruin my day
surviving despite it
even thriving on occasion
even elegantly
to brighten my day
Tag: failure
Hesitating
Cravenly holding on when both should be letting go.
It will get better.
Struggling, wishing for the scenarios of rosier times.
Hoping it gets better.
Reality churns out a present of mediocre.
It’s not getting better.
Feeling panic and sadness, a demise is imminent.
It must get better!
Fade to black…
Now, I’ll get better.
Fearful
You’ll judge my being.
I’m hesitant to show me,
afraid of failure.
I Write Her 