Always Teetering

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there’s always something
out of whack
emotional
physical
mental
or external
and we must
adapt to it
lest we succumb

it’s a waiting game
until the next thing
goes wrong
throwing us
out of kilter again

balance is really
wobbling minimally
while feeling
some joy
and less pain

Originally posted March 22, 2019, on I Write Her.

Remodeling

the pink inside
raw from introspection
doesn’t stop conscious reflection
fear makes an appearance
but with courage
it blossoms into inspiration
and with momentum
you become human nature’s legacy


Growing Up

Inspired by What do you see #268

i spy, with my eyes
an interesting future
reality now

Line 1 & 2 – Sadje’s image
Line 3 – the image above


Answers

Inspired by What do you see #257

initially
we seek answers from the elders
then fight for our own understanding

every step learned
every thought mulled
every decision made

ultimately becomes enmeshed
in our mind, body, and soul
hoping it brings us what we’ve always longed for

Erudition

Inspired by What do you see #241

with eyes wide open
consuming knowledge daily
how we humans learn

Evolution

Inspired by Moonwashed Weekly Prompt – Hypnotic &
Reena’s Xploration Challenge #317

abused by the life givers
shades of trauma
colored his existence dour

stepping out into his world
lacking the tools to succeed
his journey was peppered
with cycles spinning extreme

head-on into tragedy
way too many times, forced painful decisions
you see, only for the willing
does change occur
his metamorphosis was hypnotic

A Human Failing

unlucky are we
when a contretemps occurs
perhaps leading to a falling-out

what was once whole
now a million pieces of shambles
the delicate rebuilding begins

it can be done
the requirements are many
for the repair to endure

do you possess maturity?
a genuine and pure intention?
are you willing to reflect?

well?


Stabilized

Redux

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Pushed over the edge.
Waves of emotions coursing.
Tears flow unlocking the deep hurts.
Loud yells projected to match the pain.
Feelings challenged. Resolutions sought. This torture ends now.
Distancing from the anger, the fear, and the abysmal. Letting it go.
Choosing peace, choosing harmony, choosing growth.
Deep relaxation and openness stage a presence.
Self-soothed in this self-connection.
Manifesting healing.

Originally published 8/31/2018 on I Write Her.

Predictions

Inspired by Sadje’s What do you see #175

innocent outlooks
sepia-colored lives can change
possibilities

Torn

Redux

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i feel the incessant battles
of internal opposing forces
my personal war

feelings clashing
emotions raging
peace alluding me
rational thoughts tip-toe in intermittently

it’s a daily challenge
every minute
of every day

seeking tranquility in the chaos
hoping for a forced equilibrium
but usually tossed about by my innate human nature

developing intentional maturity
gains me some stability
slow and teetering baby steps
in the direction of wisdom

age and experience lend a hand
slowing down the urge to take up arms
so fed up
and just tired and weary

the beginning of acceptance
or true insight
not really sure

the continual striving for harmony during this brief stint
a life well-lived
i hope

with death comes peace
ending a lifetime of struggle
balancing the scales

i will not know it though
sure doesn’t seem fair

Originally published 8/13/2018 on I Write Her. Reposted with revisions.