Family Conflicts

My neck was stiff from stress. It wrenched out of place overnight, making it feel tight down the right side. This would require me to treat it with ice and alternate with heat, too, like I had the time for it. But first, I needed some tea made from dried thistles and raspberries to calm me. Sipping it and listening to the chirping of the wee birds in the garden actually did.

I had to stick to the story my uncle said in a fit of rage. His horns were showing in that moment, and I was blushing with guilt.

Floating Prayers

bathing absolves sins
liberated from rebirth
spiritual source

**NOTE – I’m not an expert on the Ganges, but this is some of what I’ve learned.

The Things They Can’t Unsee

their ivory poached
military grade weapons slaughter and disfigure
collectibles funding armed groups and organized crime
the cycle of violence never ends

they experience brutality in captivity
physical and emotional trauma
while entertaining the crowds
calves endure the harsh breaking rituals

exploitation of their backs
while tourists laugh and pose
breaking them in causing life-long suffering
of chronic pain and distress

encroachment on their territories
their homeland shrinks
crops are damaged
villagers retaliate and more elephants die

matriarchs and males in their prime are killed
all this savagery to make orphans
consciousless humans decimating their social structure
and destroying family bonds

when will these atrocities end?

**NOTE – These two organizations work on conservation efforts to stop the poaching, promote ethical tourism, and protect habitats – Save the Elephants and Wildlife Conservation Network. Please support if you are inclined to do so.

Dire

Redux

my feeling is gloom
anxiety tags along
depression innate
doom is imminent today
i can feel it in my bones

Originally posted 4/13/2019 on I Write Her.

In The Quiet

self-imposed stillness
journeys provide clarity
acceptance of life

**NOTE – I researched the image a bit, wanting to know if it was real or a Photoshop creation, and stumbled upon the artist’s statement…

Person in dark cloak stands in glowing orange sandstone canyon

Life in the desert is a teacher. It shows that beauty can live in silence. Every grain of sand carries a story of patience. You survive not by fighting the heat, but by flowing with it. The emptiness is not loneliness; it’s clarity. Here, there are no distractions, only truth. You learn to value every drop, every breath, every shadow. In the desert, you understand that strength is quiet. And that even in the harshest place, light always finds a way. Subscribe to see more from this trip: https://www.youtube.com/@LASLAVA.

Thanks, Sadje! Appreciate learning more about him. He’s quite an interesting, reflective, and talented character. Very inspiring! :)

Blowing Up Heaven

In the spirit of full disclosure, rage was vibrating outward among all who saw the despair unfold before them, the air tragedy of Flight 923. All were pulsating with anger. “Why on earth did this need to happen?” Anyone with a heart made their presence known with angry shouts. They spoke specifically about the greed contributing to the inferno in the sky. Loosening safety directives and CEOs pulling strings where they ought not; this was the cause of this recent aviation disaster.

I should have tried to calm the crowd, but I didn’t. I couldn’t. I turned to walk away.

Acornucopia

profuse uniqueness
nestled in community
a shared abundance

Community

all that reaches out
whether genuine and loving
or presenting a facade
those hands can connect us
but also destroy our trust in humanity
we rely on the kindness of strangers
and find families tear us to shreds
in these times, we are brutally becoming more distant
seeking ever more refuge in new communities
starting over with less
handicapped again

when does love win?

We’re All Riding That Wave

alone and battered
mastering unknown forces
a chaotic dance

Volumes

Redux

Feeling full
of stuff to do
things to read
thoughts to write
and falling behind

Pressured and agitated
need to step back
and organize
my normal life cycle
trying to prioritize

I hope my friends
will understand
it’s not you but me
Took on a big chunk
and catching up

Busy and isolated
stuck more in my head
than is necessary
for my health
and recognizing it

Seems I’m not the only one

Originally posted 4/12/2019 on I Write Her.