feeling joyful and light
but always waiting for the thickness
of the air to creep in
weighing down my contentedness felt
a momentary calm before the storm
until my mind sucks the buoyancy out of the air
being in the moment moves on much too quickly
generational dysfunction and ptsd
a blight on my reality
it sucks
I Write Her 
I hope that the feeling of contentment stays on to beat the downers.
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It was for many, many years. However, since the election, it’s hard to keep my eye on the positive.
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Yes, it is becoming a mad house.
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