I say defiantly
Uttered with recalcitrant anger through gritted teeth; words forcefully arising out of my clenched mouth.
I’ve not let my life, situations, people or anything end me. Yet.
I grant a thank you, of sorts, to the pain played out by substandard friends, broken relationships, betrayals, nature’s force and every disturbing event determined to pierce me in my psyche.
It’s a necessary process, albeit grueling and inconvenient.
Enduring hardships becomes my opportunity to best myself.
I welcome the growth, but I do despise the adversity.
There’s no escape from struggles, or hurt and pain.
The victory gives me just enough strength for the next battle.
I’d like to rub elbows with as many determined experiences as my life can possibly contain.
There will likely be uninvited events, surely wounding me.
But sandwiched in between, moments of soothing and reflective downtime.
Bring it on, life.
I’ve never been more prepared.
Our exteriors present a line of similarities.
A million influences offer up different presentations.
Variety is the spice of life. Or so they say.
Some are kind.
Some are immature.
Some talk openly.
Some are rude.
Some are decent.
More like butting heads with what we can’t align with.
Worth it? So many years are wasted trying.
Let’s teach our children to find the alikeness for connection, with some.
To choose the respite from the struggle of interdependence with the dissimilar.
Getting along without giving up anything that shaped us, with some.
Let’s help to create an environment of peace.
For with some, it happens.
Balancing act while
Teetering between Yin-Yang
Sometimes I fall wrong
Feeling no one near, experiencing spacious aloneness.
It’s the satisfying smell of solitude.
Such clarity manifests in the quiet
while the static cling and edges of life drop away.
Your unique energy finds home in the calm of your surroundings.
The serene settling into your skin.
It’s a rich serving of voluminous freedom.
You are so deserving of it.
Close the door on the thieves who empty you.
Banish them, saving yourself is most relevant.
Escape to the place where you can feel sane and experience peace.
Stay in tranquility as long as you can.
Gain strength, build a reserve.
Your existence will be calling you soon enough.